[Tooru's emotions are in disarray. Feelings aren't one-sided, they never have been, and best of all is that Iwaizumi-- no, in this case, Hajime wants him back. Has wanted him. He'd kissed him, ran off in horrified embarrassment, and then was chased down and told his feelings were in fact mutual.
And here they are now, back in their shared room and pressed against the door. More specifically, Tooru's pressed against the door kissing the boy he's definitely been in love with for years.
It's a high that's not even an effect of the two fruity drinks he'd had with Corrin before being encouraged to go confess his feelings to, it was purely Hajime causing the heat to pool in his stomach and spread throughout his entire body with a want and need.
But then he stops, pushes Hajime back, and catches his breath while grasping at the necklace he's wearing to clear his head. They should talk about this, really talk, before jumping into anything sexual. Though that's just Tooru overthinking on it, without even realizing he's doing so.]
H-Hajime, w-wait-- should we really be doing this? Are you sure, are you really sure? All I did was kiss you and tell you I'm bisexual, and that I've been into you for... Way too long, and should have told you sooner. D-do you actually want this, with me?
[His voice is quiet and almost unsure, yet full of so much want and need. Because oh god, he wants this so bad. He just needs to know that Iwaizumi wants him just as much.]
[Since there was some stupid rule that said they couldn't kiss up on the deck, he'd allowed himself to be taken back to their shared room. It was fine, it at least gave him time to think things through.
Oikawa liked him. Had liked him for a time... just like he had. The difference was, Iwaizumi had been convinced that Oikawa was as straight as they came. He only dated women. There were always girls around him. He only ever spoke about girls. Could he really be blamed for not seeing what was supposedly right under his nose?
Not that he'd given Oikawa much indication himself.
Iwaizumi had flings of his own. But he was much more private about his romantic encounters. He'd never had a boyfriend though. Gone out on a few days wasn't the same as having a boyfriend. To him, that meant feelings. And it was hard to have feelings when your heart was already pinned on someone else.
So at the end of the day it turned out they were both just idiots.
And as soon as they were inside of their room, Iwaizumi had turned on Oikawa. After pushing him back up against the door and reaching past him to lock it (he didn't need any of Oikawa's friends coming to check on them), he went right back to kissing him. There were no rules stopping them now. No one could see them.
But then he'd being pushed back again. And that's the third time Oikawa has done it and he was beginning to get a complex. And so, with that push, he pulled right the hell away. He stepped back and back until the backs of his legs hit the bed and then he sat his ass down.
Then he took a breath. Steadied himself... and then sighed.]
We're just kissing, Oikawa. Or we were. If you keep pushing me away like that... [Okay, maybe he already had a complex over it.]
Listen. Do I want you? Damn right I do. But not if it means you freaking out and worrying. I've waited long enough for you. I can wait longer if you're not ready.
[Tooru can't help but whine at... well... he doesn't know exactly what to call the boy in front of him right now, not when everything going in his head is going straight down, making his pants feel tighter than they should be. Boyfriend sounds correct, but it makes him feel weird and mushy, like a schoolgirl when he thinks of the word in relation to his best friend. Though, that's what they are now to each other, he's sure.
Half of his hesitation is due to his inexperience with men, having only ever given another boy a blowjob once when he was exploring his sexuality. He was confident with girls, and knew how to please and be pleased by them, one of his exes even gave him the best blowjob he'd ever received. So Tooru is sure he could give head pretty well, but everything else he's got no idea what to do.]
"Just kissing", yea... just that. Except.. we both know it'll go a lot farther than that, and I want you. I want you. Need... God I've wanted this since I saw you get all that muscle when we got into Seijoh.
[He shakes his head, panting, filled with need and stepped forward to put his hands on Iwaizumi's shoulders. Gripping them tightly, though red-faced with embarrassment due to the admittance of not knowing what he was doing.]
I-- I just... don't know what I'm doing. I've only ever given head, and I don't think sex with other guys is the same as when I've fucked other girls.
A-and I want... [Suddenly, a burst of courage appears and he straightens himself and gets right up in Iwaizumi's face] I want you to to be the one that fucks me.
[As if his face couldn't be any more red, it gets even redder, even more embarrassed. He's wanted and he wants, and he wants to be as selfish as Iwaizumi would let him.]
[Iwaizumi insisted. Though he could see now that Oikawa did want to, but what his words told him and his face were two different things. Iwaizumi still felt he should put that out in the world. That if Oikawa had misgivings or changed his mind, the choice was always his.
But when Oikawa came toward him and dropped his hands onto his shoulders, he reached out and gently ran his hands up his friends thighs to rest on his hips. And then he looked up, a smirk curving his lips as he listened to he other. Mentioning other girls caused a little twitch of a brow, but he managed to maintain a steadily amused expression. Even when Oikawa tells him exactly what he wants.
Part of him really wanted to tease Oikawa about this, but he realised this was the wrong time for that... So with his hands on Oikawa's hips he pulled him down into his lap this time.]
Calm down.
[It was funny coming from him. But in this he was feeling very calm.]
If it's me you want, it's me you've got. That's a given. But don't overthink... [He slid his hands around from Oikawa's hips to cover his ass and squeezed gently.] If it goes that far, then it does. I just wanted to be with you, you idiot. I've wanted to kiss you for years. Wanted to touch you for just as long.
[He really hadn't been thinking of going all the way. But now...? Now it was in his head. And that Oikawa wanted him, wanted to have Iwaizumi inside of him... Iwaizumi's body had a very obvious and notable reaction to that confession. But his eyes had never left Oikawa's.]
So you've only given head, huh...? Any good at it?
[Tooru shudders when Iwaizumi slides his hands up to rest on his hips, not helping his overthinking one bit, and makes his mind go wild. And makes him fidget, swallowing and licking his lips nervously while nodding.
Right. He should calm down. This is his best friend, not some random person he's in front of. Iwaizumi knows him better than anyone, which is the reason he's showing his nervousness. He's about to say something, or at least nod, until his ass is grabbed, causing a groan.
He felt like dying on the spot, but it made it easier to at least just throw off his shirt and tank top over it, as well as the necklace. If Iwaizumi had paid any attention to it, the stone on the necklace was a moonstone, one of June's three birthstones. Iwaizumi's birthstone. Not that Tooru knew if Iwaizumi paid attention to birthstones like he had, mainly thanks to his sister having told him about them. July's, his, was a ruby.
Wait-- he should focus. And he nods, trying to even out his breath.]
I don't think we'd be able to stop at just kissing, not with how you kissed me up on the upper deck of the Tyrantic. [A breath and another nod, trying to smirk but looking embarrassed instead.] I-I have, and I dunno, good I guess? I've eaten girls out and I've gotten good results, so I know how to use my mouth.
[Kill him now, he just wants to die, and he's only just realizing he's in his best friend's lap. Not only that, the reaction to what he'd said from Iwaizumi's body, which makes him actually smirk instead of looking embarrassed this time and press a hand on his crotch with a small squeeze.]
I guess I could see if you like it, instead of taking my word for it.
[Iwaizumi gave Oikawa's ass just a little bit more of a squeeze, firmly pulling him closer. His smile had faded just a little. Calm he might be, but he was getting just a little bit annoyed by something.]
Do me a favour, can we talk less about who you've fucked in the past? Turns out I'm jealous.
[And finding it remarkably easy to admit to such a thing. He didn't want Oikawa talking about or even thinking about anyone else. Just him. And okay, Oikawa redeemed himself once he'd dropped his hand to grab at his crotch. Maybe he could forgive him a little... Iwaizumi groaned softly and suddenly found his smirk again.]
Then lets put that mouth of yours to better use, huh?
[Now that, of all things, makes Tooru snort. The admission of jealousy, and so easily, is quite entertaining to him. He won't admit it aloud, but some of the flirting he did with the girls was to make Iwaizumi jealous, but his relationships and sexual interactions never were. He'd genuinely wanted to do that with them.]
Always knew you were the jealous type Iwa-chan, but please, you don't need to be here. Are you trying to bruise me and make your mark on me? How possessive~~
[From amused, Tooru's tone turned into inviting with each word, almost daring the other boy to leave a mark. Especially with the look in his eye being that he wanted to be claimed and marked, since he was planning on doing the same.
But before he can give Iwaizumi a chance, he slips out of his, though firm, grasp and steps back with a wink.]
Why don't you take those pants off first, shirt too. I'll even take off my pants.
[Experience with men he may lack, but the bedroom in general he's got as he slowly and very teasingly puts on a show as he tosses his jacket around his waist to the side where his shirts and necklaces were before he slowly makes his way out of his pants and boxers, gently placing the chain that holds his PokéBalls on a small table, and tossing the undergarments aside.
Almost as if a switch flipped, Tooru's acting confident, despite his nerves, and standing just far enough away that Iwaizumi couldn't reach out and pull him back.
[He might have tried to mark Oikawa up if the little shit hadn't moved. And he did it with ease. As firmly as he had told of him, as soon as Iwaizumi knew he wanted to go, he let go. Maybe he didn't want to, but he did.
He leaned back in his hands and watched Oikawa for a moment.]
So generous.
[A little sarcasm, a lot of amusement. He supposed he should remove his clothes. Fine. He sat back up and pulled his shirt up and over his head, tossing it aside unceremoniously. Oikawa might have gone for teasing and sensual, but Iwaizumi was a little more straightforward than that. Shirt off. Pants and underwear off. Shoes kicked to the side.
And then he sat his ass back down on the end of the bed. Why? Because Oikawa had deliberately put himself out of arms reach, and sure he could have walked over and grabbed him, but maybe he didn't want to do any more running after Oikawa? Maybe he wanted Oikawa to come to him? So Iwaizumi sat himself down, completely at ease being nude, and hard, as if it were the most normal thing in the world.
He smirked. Slowly letting his eyes move up and down Oikawa's body. It wasn't as if he hadn't seen it before. Locker rooms were a thing in their world. But this was different. Oikawa looked good enough to eat.]
[Tooru can't help but huff. He puts on a show while Iwaizumi just gets to the point and strips. Where's the fun in that! He's going to have to complain about that later, get Iwaizumi to learn to put on a show for goodness sake!
But not now, not as he sees his best friend in all his glory. Locker room glances were normal, they were there to change, shower, and then get dressed. Seeing one another naked was a part of life. Not to mention just growing up around one another and the other coming in their room with only a towel covering them and changing, engaging in regular conversation.
But this time it's different. There's hunger, want, need, and desire in this exchange. A thread that's either barely there or just snapped.
He swallows thickly, licking his lips while shaking his head, cocking it to the side with his eyes locked onto the erection in front of him, his own on display as well.]
I was hoping for a show, not something straight out of practice. But. I guess it's time I shut up according to you, isn't it. Just don't fuck my face, this is only my second time so be NICE.
[It's faint, but Tooru is shaking nervously as he kneels down between his friend's knees to take Iwaizumi into his hands, and with a deep breath into his mouth. The tip at least.
Not at all what he remembers, it's not sweet, it's bitter, but he still slowly sinks down and licks. Not fully, but enough to make sure he can get used to the size. He's also smart enough not to deep throat immediately.
But he does look up, just like how the girls had, and gives Iwaizumi a sweet and innocent as possible look; waiting for any cue to continue.]
[At what point did Oikawa ever think that Iwaizumi was the kind of guy who would put on a show? He wasn't nearly drunk enough. But he was buzzed enough that smiles came much easier, that he was relaxed enough to be completely at ease, even if his heart was racing. This was actually going to happen! Oikawa liked him. Wanted him. Was naked before him. Naked and hard and wanting, and he was so fucking beautiful...]
What kind of asshole do you take me for?
[Why did Oikawa have to open his mouth and ruin it? Why the hell would he think he'd do something crass like fuck his face on their first time? For a split second he almost put an end to things. Changed his mind. Until he noticed something...
Oikawa's shaking. Even the hands on him, when Oikawa wrapped his fingers around his length, there was a tremble. He was nervous...? God but he hoped it was just nerves and Oikawa wasn't actually afraid right now.
But then it was hard to think of anything when Oikawa took his cock into his mouth. It might have just been the tip but it still felt good. Iwaizumi's breath caught and he reached out to brush Oikawa's hair behind his ear... then stopped when he was looked at.]
... What's that look for? Oikawa you... [Stop it. Stop looking like that, it was creepy! Iwaizumi closed his eyes and took a breath, he needed to do better here. Okay... Lets try again.]... feel good.
[Extremely smug, but he shrugs. He can't help but tease and be a tease as he takes some deep breaths through his nose before sinking back down and letting his tongue lick up the shaft.
He could do this, even though he's nervous, and redder than a cherry at Iwaizumi's response. Because of that, he looks away. Maybe his expression wasn't the best, he'll have to either work on that or not do it again.
But then his nervousness wins out as he moves himself off of Iwaizumi's cock and rests his forehead on his thigh, trying to calm himself down, determined to continue. It would have been easier if this wasn't someone who he's been wanting for years, with no feelings like this involved it's easier to be confident.
And then he tries for the second time to just go at it and takes even more of Iwaizumi in his mouth, closing his eyes to focus better, and finds that helps in his work as he manages to start bobbing up and down.
So much for being confident about giving head, when every action says otherwise.]
["Mine, now." Iwaizumi would remember those words. Of everything Oikawa would have said, those were perfect. Though it could have done without the smugness. But what was Oikawa with that smug attitude?
To his surprise Oikawa stopped doing what he was doing and dropped his head onto his thigh. Iwaizumi hesitated for a second before he dropped his hand onto Oikawa's head and brushed his fingers through his friends hair. It was on the tip of Iwaizumi's tongue to really out a stop to this now. If it was stressing Oikawa out then what was the point? This was something they could do any time. Or Iwaizumi could do for him. He didn't mind.
Iwaizumi didn't get the chance to think of the right way to word what he wanted to say without pissing Oikawa off, before he was getting his dick sucked again. This time he groans and gasps out Oikawa's name, his hand falling to the back of his head, fingers burying within his hair. That mouth was... amazing. Wet, warm... Oikawa's tongue... Iwaizumi couldn't take his eyes off of him, off the way his cock looked between his friends lips. His boyfriends lips. God, Oikawa was his boyfriend. His... All his. It was a strange epiphany to have while having your cock sucked, but what else was he supposed to think about other than the beautiful man between his legs?]
[The hand in his hair definitely helps his nervousness ease up, grounding him in reality and to breathe through his nose instead of his mouth. Iwaizumi always helping him even if he didn't intend to in some cases, or even know just how much he did helped Tooru. It's part of what he, dare he admit it, loves about Iwaizumi. Loves that this tough exterior gives way to softness.
Everything about Iwaizumi is perfect to him, even the dick he's currently sucking. And by the gasp and groan, it means that Tooru is doing a good job at pleasing his... His Boyfriend. A term that won't sink in for some time, but gives him warm fuzzy Feelings.
And so he keeps sucking, licking, and even running his fingers lightly against the erection as he gives a groan of his own, due to the other hand of his palming at his own hardness. He wants it all at once, but he knows he needs to have patience.]
He was not the most vocal of men... And when it came to the bedroom he was even less vocal. But that was now at war with the need to reassure Oikawa, to help settle those nerves in one of two ways. Well, one way. Normally he would either hit him or praise him. And since he couldn't hit Oikawa while he was blowing him he would need to go the other way. Knowing Oikawa almost always reacted favourably toward praise, Iwaizumi rationalised that he must also like it... when he had a cock in his mouth.
It made sense, right?
But that was the problem. What the hell did he say without sounding like some cliché or like he'd just stepped right out of a porno?
He could feel Oikawa was relaxing a little already, the hand in his boyfriends hair seemed to be doing the trick, but it was words he needed. Because Oikawa's mouth was amazing. The way he sucked on him was...]
Fuck, Tooru... Just like that.
[He moaned the words for him, his voice low and deep, breath coming a little short.
Oikawa was, without a doubt, the best he'd had. As awkward and hesitant as he was, the fact it was Oikawa immediately made every touch the best. Every single lick better than the last. And the view was pretty spectacular as well.]
[That praise did something to him, something Tooru didn't expect in the slightest. He took praise well from others, enjoyed compliments, and kind smiles or "good job!"s from other people. Even the rare compliment from Iwaizumi was enough to lift his spirits and make him feel on top of the world at times. But this was different. This shot straight down between his legs and caused a small, but pleased, whine from him.
It didn't help that Iwaizumi moaned the words either.
Oh fuck-- he's turned on by praise. Best keep that quiet for now, otherwise he'll die of embarrassment and stop if he admits that now.
But it does ease him up more, melting away his nerves almost completely. To the point where, though he shouldn't on his second time blowing anyone, sinks down further to attempt to deep throat his boyfriend. Only to find that, despite having very little gag reflex, he does choke a little and pulls off; panting with a string of his spit showing before he coughs and wipes his mouth, face flushed and smiling apologetically.]
HAJIME! [pant pant] You can't just say things like that and expect me to not choke. And yes-- I'm okay, I just took too much of you into my mouth, and need to breathe.
[To prove that, Tooru grabs Iwaizumi's hand, kissing his palm softly and then putting it against his cheek to lean into it, looking up at him with so much love and adoration as he could.]
You taste good, but maybe we should try having me blow you another time, when I'm not worried about fucking up or choking again. But I want more of you, now. I want this with you, I want you to fuck me.
While Oikawa got a shot of pleasure, Iwaizumi got a shot of panic when he damn well choked! Before he could even get a word out, Oikawa was answering is questions, reassuring him, even going so far as to take his hand and nuzzle at it. Iwaizumi closed his eyes for a moment, huffed a soft laugh with a rueful little smile, and when he opened them again it was so he knew where to look when he caught up Oikawa in his arms and pulled him close. He leaned down and kissed him, pressed his lips firmly to his boyfriends, urged them to part with a gentle touch so he could deepen it. Just for a moment.
But then, when he broke the kiss, it was to smile against those pretty lips.]
Why can't I tell you that you give amazing head?
But alright. You're fine. I'm not just gonna fuck you, idiot. Do you know anything about anal? How about this time around you let me look after you, huh?
[Tooru just smiles and hums into the kiss, as if it's normal now to kiss the person you've been in love with for years bare ass naked. Which, he supposes, is their normal now, wasn't it? Just another thing they do casually around each other.
And he likes it, all of it, that this is just another normal for them now. Even IF Tooru was just sucking the other boy's dick, or attempting to.]
Because it wasn't! I kept stopping, and I choked! Hajime I don't know if you've gotten your dick sucked before but that's NOT how it's supposed to go.
[And then, as if a record scratch was audible, Tooru shuts up. Silenced and stunned stupid at the words his boyfriend said. Of course he did! It's just like how one fucks a girl, foreplay is necessary to relax the other partner! At least he's pretty sure that's necessary with anal too.
Not that he'll admit it, he never once did anal with any of his exes, even though he was curious about it. None of them ever pegged him either. But of course, he can't let Iwaizumi know THAT.]
Of course I do! Do YOU, Iwa-chan? After all, you've never told me anything about having a sex life!
[And then he puts his forehead on Iwaizumi's chest, nipping at it before huffing out his next words.]
B-but fine, you can take care of me. I guess. Lube and condoms are in my bag, in one of the side pockets. Shut up-- don't laugh-- I've wanted you to fuck me for a while, so I bought that yesterday.
Yeah, I know. Gentleman's not supposed to kiss and tell, Shittykawa. And you never asked. So... oi!
[The nip has him pulling back and laughing a bit then at the fact that Oikawa had those things on him.]
You bought them yesterday...? So what? You were going to seduce me? What if I'd said no? [He paused, blinked and looked a little sick before he shook his head.] Changed my mind, don't need to know.
[He didn't need to know who Oikawa would have gone and picked instead of him, it was bad enough hearing about old conquests. It had been bad enough living through them and hearing Oikawa talk about his dates after the fact. It was best to focus on the here and now. What they were doing. Which was Iwaizumi letting his boyfriend go so he could scoot across the bed, rock hard erection and all, and leaned over it to get at Oikawa's bag. He got the wrong pocket first but was successful on the second try.
He rolled back and then patted the bed beside him.]
Get up here. No good you being on the floor. Need you where I can reach you. And you gotta relax, Tooru. I promise, you'll like this. [Iwaizumi's cheeks were flushed as he said this, but he'd already decided that right now he needed to talk more and explain things to Oikawa.] I can make you feel real good. If you let me.
[A snort, holding back a full on laugh as he keeps his breathing even to hide his embarrassment before he sighs.]
N-no, and I obviously would have respected you telling me no. I'm not some monster you know, even if I have this "worthless pride" problem.
[More deep breaths, joking to keep himself from adding to his already terrible luck at the moment, letting himself get caught up in the boy he loves arms and taking in his voice and smell. It works to calm him, nodding at the words and watching Iwaizumi fail the first attempt but succeed the second time.
Suddenly, all of his nerves kick up again as he bites his lip while getting up, all of himself on display. Hard and blushing as he crawls up onto the bed next to Iwaizumi, nodding, but not doing anything to relax himself.
So much for that confidence masking the lie of knowing how that all worked, but he knows he wants it. Wants Iwaizumi. More than he can imagine.]
I believe you, j-just be careful. I lied, I don't know what I'm doing. I'm just guessing.
[Was that a gentle voice? Actual affection in his tone? Sure was! Iwaizumi though Oikawa was the cutest damn thing right then. He was blushing and honest and completely beautiful and Iwaizumi just wanted to hold him, curl around him and protect him. It was a strange, almost overwhelming feeling that he hadn't really had before.
Of course he'd been protective of him before now, he'd fussed and scolded. But this felt different. This was a feeling of mine. And he liked it.
Iwaizumi leaned in for a kiss then. Soft and sweet, a kiss that soon trailed down to Oikawa's jaw.]
I know what I'm doing... So don't think, alright? If I do something you like, you can tell me. If you don't like it, really tell me. And if you want to stop, you better damn well tell me or else.
[And he would put a stop to it all and go straight to the cuddling. Stopping wouldn't change his feelings for Oikawa.
And right now those feelings were of a want, a need to show Oikawa what it could be like. What it would be like in the future for them, once they found their rhythm. Iwaizumi was able to remain calm because of that. He was confident in himself, but with his boyfriend so nervous, of course he was going to be more calm and focused. He had to be, to help bring Oikawa back to where he needed to be. And that was right there in the moment, not worrying about the future.]
Just take your time...
[As he spoke he'd made it to Oikawa's neck. Soft, warm skin to kiss and suck upon. Pale enough that when Iwaizumi left marks there, they showed up so very nicely. Pleasing to the eye. Shades of red against pale pink.]
[That gentle voice is one of many things Tooru loved about Iwaizumi. How sweet, kind, and caring he is beneath his tough guy exterior. How much he pays attention, and even when he's rough, those hands and that voice had so much kindness to them that Tooru thought he'd explode. He loved how gentle Iwaizumi was with him when he needed it, just like when he was rough with him when necessary.
It was just the same, but in reverse. He could be rough and mean to Iwaizumi when he wanted or needed to be, they were pretty evenly matched in physical strength after all, so them roughhousing with each other wasn't anything out of the ordinary. Nor were their soft touches after roughing each other up.
That soft kiss though, ignited an even bigger blaze in his chest and stomach, spreading across his entire body. Oh god, he wanted this so much, no matter how nervous he was.]
Of course, I know you don't want to hurt me. Not like that. But I don't think I'd want you to stop... Not when I've wanted this, with you, for years-- ah-- I'll shut up. Just get on with it.
[The kisses on his neck definitely helped him relax, quiet groans and whines at how good it felt, instinct taking over and pulling them both backwards into the bed and landing on a pillow.
Iwaizumi wanted him to relax, so he'll do his best to try and enjoy this as much as possible. One thing was for certain, however:
He was definitely going to enjoy those marks the next day, because it'll be evidence that it was real.]
Telling me what to do? Brat... [He murmured affectionately, a deep throated chuckle sounding as he took his kisses further down to Oikawa's shoulder, then his collarbone.
And this is what he loved the most. That Oikawa was very much male. He loved the muscle, loved the strength of him as well as the softness. Loved that subtle but distinct musk that was just so... him. When Iwaizumi ran a hand down Oikawa's side and over his stomach, it was such a thrill to feel the muscles tense or shiver under his touch. He couldn't help but trail his fingers between those well defined abdominal muscles and knew he would soon be down there kissing them too.
But he was busy with the pecs right then.
Marks were left here, only now he let teeth get involved. Gentle little grazes, never to hurt, barely a bite... Except for when he reached one of Oikawa's nipples. That one got a bite. Still gentle, but he caught it between his teeth before he wrapped his lips around it and sucked it into his mouth to play with it with his tongue.]
[Tooru can't help but tease back with a low chuckle, more relaxed despite being nervous about this being his first time with anal. But it was becoming clearer that it wouldn't matter since this was his best friend from practically infancy, the person he trusted the most, and the person who knew him best.
He wanted to say more, but Iwaizumi was busy making him become a relaxed mess, shivering and giving small gasps at every touch and kiss. Each touch felt like fire, yet also ice the moment they left, causing him to tense and shiver in ways he didn't know were possible. Not even in all his other sexual experiences. Iwaizumi was a whole new experience and his best so far, because it was his best friend who knew him inside and out.
Which causes Tooru to do more than just gasp when his nipple is bitten, he lets out a moan and arches his back, digging his nails into Iwaizumi's back and sides that he'd been previously running his hands against.
If this felt godly, he could only imagine what it would feel like once Iwaizumi was in him, and he wanted that even more now.]
You're terrible, teasing me like this. Is it payback for all my years of teasing you?
No... [He had enjoyed that reaction though. The way Oikawa had sounded then, the way he had moved... and the nails on his back that had caused him to groan too, all perfect. All exactly what he had been aiming for. He wanted Oikawa to feel good. To stop overthinking things and freaking himself out.
So what if they were friends? So what if they knew each other forever. That just made the moment all the sweeter to Iwaizumi. It should have felt awkward. Maybe he should have felt embarrassed. But when he really thought about it, he knew he couldn't, because this was what he wanted. This was what he'd always wanted. And now he was getting to show off. He was able to finally show Oikawa why he was his Ace. Why he was better than all the rest. And why he was worth the wait.]
This isn't teasing, Tooru. This is foreplay, and you're doing it wrong.
[He grinned up at him and decided to just keep on kissing down, though made a mental note that at some point he was going to focus a lot of his attention on Oikawa's nipples at some point. Maybe see if he could make his boyfriend come just from doing that.]
I'm trying to make you feel good. And relax. And... [He'd reached Oikawa's abs now. Iwaizumi had already moved up onto his knees, he was straddling one of Oikawa's legs, his hands had been resting upon his boyfriends waist, but now they smoothed down over his hips and those strong thighs of his. Iwaizumi damn well worshipped the body sprawled under him. His smile said it all.] ... I get to finally touch you the way I've always wanted to. And you feel amazing, Tooru. So you'll let me keep doing this, won't you?
[There's a bratty whine and glare from Tooru when he's told he's doing things wrong. Well so what if he was, he was new at this, and he didn't know what was right either. It was all so irritating to him, but he knew Iwaizumi could handle him and he would let him. Captain and Vice-Captain, Setter and Ace, Tooru and Hajime. All those things that tied them together for so many years, and wasn't about to do that even in a new world where they could still be together.
And even more so in this moment, together, as boyfriends. Tooru trusted Iwaizumi with every fiber of his being. And yet he can't help but still be a brat.]
Well excuse me for not knowing! It's not fair you know more!
[He huffs, but then shuts up and lets Iwaizumi continue after he's done with his little fit, wanting more instead of being a petty child about being told he's wrong. He can deal with it when it's Iwaizumi lecturing him for being childish, because he knows the boy better than anyone else, and that he wants the best for Tooru.
It also helped that with Iwaizumi over him, he shut right up even with opening his mouth again to close it and nod after licking his lips and swallowing. Good god, his boyfriend is hot, and all his now. Maybe he could hold off on being too bratty, for now, because the sight above him has him breathless. Loads better than having been knocked out by a stray ball at practice and pulled into Iwaizumi's lap afterward while dazed. No, this was much better than his dazed fantasies and daydreams.]
Prom - 8th April, 2022
Date: 10 April 2022 03:26 (UTC)[Tooru's emotions are in disarray. Feelings aren't one-sided, they never have been, and best of all is that Iwaizumi-- no, in this case, Hajime wants him back. Has wanted him. He'd kissed him, ran off in horrified embarrassment, and then was chased down and told his feelings were in fact mutual.
And here they are now, back in their shared room and pressed against the door. More specifically, Tooru's pressed against the door kissing the boy he's definitely been in love with for years.
It's a high that's not even an effect of the two fruity drinks he'd had with Corrin before being encouraged to go confess his feelings to, it was purely Hajime causing the heat to pool in his stomach and spread throughout his entire body with a want and need.
But then he stops, pushes Hajime back, and catches his breath while grasping at the necklace he's wearing to clear his head. They should talk about this, really talk, before jumping into anything sexual. Though that's just Tooru overthinking on it, without even realizing he's doing so.]
H-Hajime, w-wait-- should we really be doing this? Are you sure, are you really sure? All I did was kiss you and tell you I'm bisexual, and that I've been into you for... Way too long, and should have told you sooner. D-do you actually want this, with me?
[His voice is quiet and almost unsure, yet full of so much want and need. Because oh god, he wants this so bad. He just needs to know that Iwaizumi wants him just as much.]
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Date: 12 April 2022 23:18 (UTC)Oikawa liked him. Had liked him for a time... just like he had. The difference was, Iwaizumi had been convinced that Oikawa was as straight as they came. He only dated women. There were always girls around him. He only ever spoke about girls. Could he really be blamed for not seeing what was supposedly right under his nose?
Not that he'd given Oikawa much indication himself.
Iwaizumi had flings of his own. But he was much more private about his romantic encounters. He'd never had a boyfriend though. Gone out on a few days wasn't the same as having a boyfriend. To him, that meant feelings. And it was hard to have feelings when your heart was already pinned on someone else.
So at the end of the day it turned out they were both just idiots.
And as soon as they were inside of their room, Iwaizumi had turned on Oikawa. After pushing him back up against the door and reaching past him to lock it (he didn't need any of Oikawa's friends coming to check on them), he went right back to kissing him. There were no rules stopping them now. No one could see them.
But then he'd being pushed back again. And that's the third time Oikawa has done it and he was beginning to get a complex. And so, with that push, he pulled right the hell away. He stepped back and back until the backs of his legs hit the bed and then he sat his ass down.
Then he took a breath. Steadied himself... and then sighed.]
We're just kissing, Oikawa. Or we were. If you keep pushing me away like that... [Okay, maybe he already had a complex over it.]
Listen. Do I want you? Damn right I do. But not if it means you freaking out and worrying. I've waited long enough for you. I can wait longer if you're not ready.
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Date: 13 April 2022 01:58 (UTC)Half of his hesitation is due to his inexperience with men, having only ever given another boy a blowjob once when he was exploring his sexuality. He was confident with girls, and knew how to please and be pleased by them, one of his exes even gave him the best blowjob he'd ever received. So Tooru is sure he could give head pretty well, but everything else he's got no idea what to do.]
"Just kissing", yea... just that. Except.. we both know it'll go a lot farther than that, and I want you. I want you. Need... God I've wanted this since I saw you get all that muscle when we got into Seijoh.
[He shakes his head, panting, filled with need and stepped forward to put his hands on Iwaizumi's shoulders. Gripping them tightly, though red-faced with embarrassment due to the admittance of not knowing what he was doing.]
I-- I just... don't know what I'm doing. I've only ever given head, and I don't think sex with other guys is the same as when I've fucked other girls.
A-and I want... [Suddenly, a burst of courage appears and he straightens himself and gets right up in Iwaizumi's face] I want you to to be the one that fucks me.
[As if his face couldn't be any more red, it gets even redder, even more embarrassed. He's wanted and he wants, and he wants to be as selfish as Iwaizumi would let him.]
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Date: 13 April 2022 08:09 (UTC)[Iwaizumi insisted. Though he could see now that Oikawa did want to, but what his words told him and his face were two different things. Iwaizumi still felt he should put that out in the world. That if Oikawa had misgivings or changed his mind, the choice was always his.
But when Oikawa came toward him and dropped his hands onto his shoulders, he reached out and gently ran his hands up his friends thighs to rest on his hips. And then he looked up, a smirk curving his lips as he listened to he other. Mentioning other girls caused a little twitch of a brow, but he managed to maintain a steadily amused expression. Even when Oikawa tells him exactly what he wants.
Part of him really wanted to tease Oikawa about this, but he realised this was the wrong time for that... So with his hands on Oikawa's hips he pulled him down into his lap this time.]
Calm down.
[It was funny coming from him. But in this he was feeling very calm.]
If it's me you want, it's me you've got. That's a given. But don't overthink... [He slid his hands around from Oikawa's hips to cover his ass and squeezed gently.] If it goes that far, then it does. I just wanted to be with you, you idiot. I've wanted to kiss you for years. Wanted to touch you for just as long.
[He really hadn't been thinking of going all the way. But now...? Now it was in his head. And that Oikawa wanted him, wanted to have Iwaizumi inside of him... Iwaizumi's body had a very obvious and notable reaction to that confession. But his eyes had never left Oikawa's.]
So you've only given head, huh...? Any good at it?
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Date: 13 April 2022 18:12 (UTC)Right. He should calm down. This is his best friend, not some random person he's in front of. Iwaizumi knows him better than anyone, which is the reason he's showing his nervousness. He's about to say something, or at least nod, until his ass is grabbed, causing a groan.
He felt like dying on the spot, but it made it easier to at least just throw off his shirt and tank top over it, as well as the necklace. If Iwaizumi had paid any attention to it, the stone on the necklace was a moonstone, one of June's three birthstones. Iwaizumi's birthstone. Not that Tooru knew if Iwaizumi paid attention to birthstones like he had, mainly thanks to his sister having told him about them. July's, his, was a ruby.
Wait-- he should focus. And he nods, trying to even out his breath.]
I don't think we'd be able to stop at just kissing, not with how you kissed me up on the upper deck of the Tyrantic. [A breath and another nod, trying to smirk but looking embarrassed instead.] I-I have, and I dunno, good I guess? I've eaten girls out and I've gotten good results, so I know how to use my mouth.
[Kill him now, he just wants to die, and he's only just realizing he's in his best friend's lap. Not only that, the reaction to what he'd said from Iwaizumi's body, which makes him actually smirk instead of looking embarrassed this time and press a hand on his crotch with a small squeeze.]
I guess I could see if you like it, instead of taking my word for it.
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Date: 13 April 2022 18:34 (UTC)Do me a favour, can we talk less about who you've fucked in the past? Turns out I'm jealous.
[And finding it remarkably easy to admit to such a thing. He didn't want Oikawa talking about or even thinking about anyone else. Just him. And okay, Oikawa redeemed himself once he'd dropped his hand to grab at his crotch. Maybe he could forgive him a little... Iwaizumi groaned softly and suddenly found his smirk again.]
Then lets put that mouth of yours to better use, huh?
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Date: 13 April 2022 18:55 (UTC)Always knew you were the jealous type Iwa-chan, but please, you don't need to be here. Are you trying to bruise me and make your mark on me? How possessive~~
[From amused, Tooru's tone turned into inviting with each word, almost daring the other boy to leave a mark. Especially with the look in his eye being that he wanted to be claimed and marked, since he was planning on doing the same.
But before he can give Iwaizumi a chance, he slips out of his, though firm, grasp and steps back with a wink.]
Why don't you take those pants off first, shirt too. I'll even take off my pants.
[Experience with men he may lack, but the bedroom in general he's got as he slowly and very teasingly puts on a show as he tosses his jacket around his waist to the side where his shirts and necklaces were before he slowly makes his way out of his pants and boxers, gently placing the chain that holds his PokéBalls on a small table, and tossing the undergarments aside.
Almost as if a switch flipped, Tooru's acting confident, despite his nerves, and standing just far enough away that Iwaizumi couldn't reach out and pull him back.
Tease.]
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Date: 13 April 2022 19:28 (UTC)He leaned back in his hands and watched Oikawa for a moment.]
So generous.
[A little sarcasm, a lot of amusement. He supposed he should remove his clothes. Fine. He sat back up and pulled his shirt up and over his head, tossing it aside unceremoniously. Oikawa might have gone for teasing and sensual, but Iwaizumi was a little more straightforward than that. Shirt off. Pants and underwear off. Shoes kicked to the side.
And then he sat his ass back down on the end of the bed. Why? Because Oikawa had deliberately put himself out of arms reach, and sure he could have walked over and grabbed him, but maybe he didn't want to do any more running after Oikawa? Maybe he wanted Oikawa to come to him? So Iwaizumi sat himself down, completely at ease being nude, and hard, as if it were the most normal thing in the world.
He smirked. Slowly letting his eyes move up and down Oikawa's body. It wasn't as if he hadn't seen it before. Locker rooms were a thing in their world. But this was different. Oikawa looked good enough to eat.]
Were you waiting on an invitation, Tooru?
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Date: 13 April 2022 20:42 (UTC)But not now, not as he sees his best friend in all his glory. Locker room glances were normal, they were there to change, shower, and then get dressed. Seeing one another naked was a part of life. Not to mention just growing up around one another and the other coming in their room with only a towel covering them and changing, engaging in regular conversation.
But this time it's different. There's hunger, want, need, and desire in this exchange. A thread that's either barely there or just snapped.
He swallows thickly, licking his lips while shaking his head, cocking it to the side with his eyes locked onto the erection in front of him, his own on display as well.]
I was hoping for a show, not something straight out of practice. But. I guess it's time I shut up according to you, isn't it. Just don't fuck my face, this is only my second time so be NICE.
[It's faint, but Tooru is shaking nervously as he kneels down between his friend's knees to take Iwaizumi into his hands, and with a deep breath into his mouth. The tip at least.
Not at all what he remembers, it's not sweet, it's bitter, but he still slowly sinks down and licks. Not fully, but enough to make sure he can get used to the size. He's also smart enough not to deep throat immediately.
But he does look up, just like how the girls had, and gives Iwaizumi a sweet and innocent as possible look; waiting for any cue to continue.]
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Date: 17 April 2022 00:01 (UTC)What kind of asshole do you take me for?
[Why did Oikawa have to open his mouth and ruin it? Why the hell would he think he'd do something crass like fuck his face on their first time? For a split second he almost put an end to things. Changed his mind. Until he noticed something...
Oikawa's shaking. Even the hands on him, when Oikawa wrapped his fingers around his length, there was a tremble. He was nervous...? God but he hoped it was just nerves and Oikawa wasn't actually afraid right now.
But then it was hard to think of anything when Oikawa took his cock into his mouth. It might have just been the tip but it still felt good. Iwaizumi's breath caught and he reached out to brush Oikawa's hair behind his ear... then stopped when he was looked at.]
... What's that look for? Oikawa you... [Stop it. Stop looking like that, it was creepy! Iwaizumi closed his eyes and took a breath, he needed to do better here. Okay... Lets try again.]... feel good.
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Date: 17 April 2022 01:02 (UTC)[Extremely smug, but he shrugs. He can't help but tease and be a tease as he takes some deep breaths through his nose before sinking back down and letting his tongue lick up the shaft.
He could do this, even though he's nervous, and redder than a cherry at Iwaizumi's response. Because of that, he looks away. Maybe his expression wasn't the best, he'll have to either work on that or not do it again.
But then his nervousness wins out as he moves himself off of Iwaizumi's cock and rests his forehead on his thigh, trying to calm himself down, determined to continue. It would have been easier if this wasn't someone who he's been wanting for years, with no feelings like this involved it's easier to be confident.
And then he tries for the second time to just go at it and takes even more of Iwaizumi in his mouth, closing his eyes to focus better, and finds that helps in his work as he manages to start bobbing up and down.
So much for being confident about giving head, when every action says otherwise.]
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Date: 17 April 2022 01:59 (UTC)To his surprise Oikawa stopped doing what he was doing and dropped his head onto his thigh. Iwaizumi hesitated for a second before he dropped his hand onto Oikawa's head and brushed his fingers through his friends hair. It was on the tip of Iwaizumi's tongue to really out a stop to this now. If it was stressing Oikawa out then what was the point? This was something they could do any time. Or Iwaizumi could do for him. He didn't mind.
Iwaizumi didn't get the chance to think of the right way to word what he wanted to say without pissing Oikawa off, before he was getting his dick sucked again. This time he groans and gasps out Oikawa's name, his hand falling to the back of his head, fingers burying within his hair. That mouth was... amazing. Wet, warm... Oikawa's tongue... Iwaizumi couldn't take his eyes off of him, off the way his cock looked between his friends lips. His boyfriends lips. God, Oikawa was his boyfriend. His... All his. It was a strange epiphany to have while having your cock sucked, but what else was he supposed to think about other than the beautiful man between his legs?]
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Date: 17 April 2022 11:12 (UTC)Everything about Iwaizumi is perfect to him, even the dick he's currently sucking. And by the gasp and groan, it means that Tooru is doing a good job at pleasing his... His Boyfriend. A term that won't sink in for some time, but gives him warm fuzzy Feelings.
And so he keeps sucking, licking, and even running his fingers lightly against the erection as he gives a groan of his own, due to the other hand of his palming at his own hardness. He wants it all at once, but he knows he needs to have patience.]
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Date: 17 April 2022 17:44 (UTC)A big problem.
He was not the most vocal of men... And when it came to the bedroom he was even less vocal. But that was now at war with the need to reassure Oikawa, to help settle those nerves in one of two ways. Well, one way. Normally he would either hit him or praise him. And since he couldn't hit Oikawa while he was blowing him he would need to go the other way. Knowing Oikawa almost always reacted favourably toward praise, Iwaizumi rationalised that he must also like it... when he had a cock in his mouth.
It made sense, right?
But that was the problem. What the hell did he say without sounding like some cliché or like he'd just stepped right out of a porno?
He could feel Oikawa was relaxing a little already, the hand in his boyfriends hair seemed to be doing the trick, but it was words he needed. Because Oikawa's mouth was amazing. The way he sucked on him was...]
Fuck, Tooru... Just like that.
[He moaned the words for him, his voice low and deep, breath coming a little short.
Oikawa was, without a doubt, the best he'd had. As awkward and hesitant as he was, the fact it was Oikawa immediately made every touch the best. Every single lick better than the last. And the view was pretty spectacular as well.]
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Date: 17 April 2022 20:22 (UTC)It didn't help that Iwaizumi moaned the words either.
Oh fuck-- he's turned on by praise. Best keep that quiet for now, otherwise he'll die of embarrassment and stop if he admits that now.
But it does ease him up more, melting away his nerves almost completely. To the point where, though he shouldn't on his second time blowing anyone, sinks down further to attempt to deep throat his boyfriend. Only to find that, despite having very little gag reflex, he does choke a little and pulls off; panting with a string of his spit showing before he coughs and wipes his mouth, face flushed and smiling apologetically.]
HAJIME! [pant pant] You can't just say things like that and expect me to not choke. And yes-- I'm okay, I just took too much of you into my mouth, and need to breathe.
[To prove that, Tooru grabs Iwaizumi's hand, kissing his palm softly and then putting it against his cheek to lean into it, looking up at him with so much love and adoration as he could.]
You taste good, but maybe we should try having me blow you another time, when I'm not worried about fucking up or choking again. But I want more of you, now. I want this with you, I want you to fuck me.
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Date: 17 April 2022 20:44 (UTC)While Oikawa got a shot of pleasure, Iwaizumi got a shot of panic when he damn well choked! Before he could even get a word out, Oikawa was answering is questions, reassuring him, even going so far as to take his hand and nuzzle at it. Iwaizumi closed his eyes for a moment, huffed a soft laugh with a rueful little smile, and when he opened them again it was so he knew where to look when he caught up Oikawa in his arms and pulled him close. He leaned down and kissed him, pressed his lips firmly to his boyfriends, urged them to part with a gentle touch so he could deepen it. Just for a moment.
But then, when he broke the kiss, it was to smile against those pretty lips.]
Why can't I tell you that you give amazing head?
But alright. You're fine. I'm not just gonna fuck you, idiot. Do you know anything about anal? How about this time around you let me look after you, huh?
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Date: 17 April 2022 22:12 (UTC)And he likes it, all of it, that this is just another normal for them now. Even IF Tooru was just sucking the other boy's dick, or attempting to.]
Because it wasn't! I kept stopping, and I choked! Hajime I don't know if you've gotten your dick sucked before but that's NOT how it's supposed to go.
[And then, as if a record scratch was audible, Tooru shuts up. Silenced and stunned stupid at the words his boyfriend said. Of course he did! It's just like how one fucks a girl, foreplay is necessary to relax the other partner! At least he's pretty sure that's necessary with anal too.
Not that he'll admit it, he never once did anal with any of his exes, even though he was curious about it. None of them ever pegged him either. But of course, he can't let Iwaizumi know THAT.]
Of course I do! Do YOU, Iwa-chan? After all, you've never told me anything about having a sex life!
[And then he puts his forehead on Iwaizumi's chest, nipping at it before huffing out his next words.]
B-but fine, you can take care of me. I guess. Lube and condoms are in my bag, in one of the side pockets. Shut up-- don't laugh-- I've wanted you to fuck me for a while, so I bought that yesterday.
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Date: 17 April 2022 22:37 (UTC)[The nip has him pulling back and laughing a bit then at the fact that Oikawa had those things on him.]
You bought them yesterday...? So what? You were going to seduce me? What if I'd said no? [He paused, blinked and looked a little sick before he shook his head.] Changed my mind, don't need to know.
[He didn't need to know who Oikawa would have gone and picked instead of him, it was bad enough hearing about old conquests. It had been bad enough living through them and hearing Oikawa talk about his dates after the fact. It was best to focus on the here and now. What they were doing. Which was Iwaizumi letting his boyfriend go so he could scoot across the bed, rock hard erection and all, and leaned over it to get at Oikawa's bag. He got the wrong pocket first but was successful on the second try.
He rolled back and then patted the bed beside him.]
Get up here. No good you being on the floor. Need you where I can reach you. And you gotta relax, Tooru. I promise, you'll like this. [Iwaizumi's cheeks were flushed as he said this, but he'd already decided that right now he needed to talk more and explain things to Oikawa.] I can make you feel real good. If you let me.
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Date: 17 April 2022 23:02 (UTC)[A snort, holding back a full on laugh as he keeps his breathing even to hide his embarrassment before he sighs.]
N-no, and I obviously would have respected you telling me no. I'm not some monster you know, even if I have this "worthless pride" problem.
[More deep breaths, joking to keep himself from adding to his already terrible luck at the moment, letting himself get caught up in the boy he loves arms and taking in his voice and smell. It works to calm him, nodding at the words and watching Iwaizumi fail the first attempt but succeed the second time.
Suddenly, all of his nerves kick up again as he bites his lip while getting up, all of himself on display. Hard and blushing as he crawls up onto the bed next to Iwaizumi, nodding, but not doing anything to relax himself.
So much for that confidence masking the lie of knowing how that all worked, but he knows he wants it. Wants Iwaizumi. More than he can imagine.]
I believe you, j-just be careful. I lied, I don't know what I'm doing. I'm just guessing.
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Date: 17 April 2022 23:19 (UTC)[Was that a gentle voice? Actual affection in his tone? Sure was! Iwaizumi though Oikawa was the cutest damn thing right then. He was blushing and honest and completely beautiful and Iwaizumi just wanted to hold him, curl around him and protect him. It was a strange, almost overwhelming feeling that he hadn't really had before.
Of course he'd been protective of him before now, he'd fussed and scolded. But this felt different. This was a feeling of mine. And he liked it.
Iwaizumi leaned in for a kiss then. Soft and sweet, a kiss that soon trailed down to Oikawa's jaw.]
I know what I'm doing... So don't think, alright? If I do something you like, you can tell me. If you don't like it, really tell me. And if you want to stop, you better damn well tell me or else.
[And he would put a stop to it all and go straight to the cuddling. Stopping wouldn't change his feelings for Oikawa.
And right now those feelings were of a want, a need to show Oikawa what it could be like. What it would be like in the future for them, once they found their rhythm. Iwaizumi was able to remain calm because of that. He was confident in himself, but with his boyfriend so nervous, of course he was going to be more calm and focused. He had to be, to help bring Oikawa back to where he needed to be. And that was right there in the moment, not worrying about the future.]
Just take your time...
[As he spoke he'd made it to Oikawa's neck. Soft, warm skin to kiss and suck upon. Pale enough that when Iwaizumi left marks there, they showed up so very nicely. Pleasing to the eye. Shades of red against pale pink.]
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Date: 17 April 2022 23:36 (UTC)It was just the same, but in reverse. He could be rough and mean to Iwaizumi when he wanted or needed to be, they were pretty evenly matched in physical strength after all, so them roughhousing with each other wasn't anything out of the ordinary. Nor were their soft touches after roughing each other up.
That soft kiss though, ignited an even bigger blaze in his chest and stomach, spreading across his entire body. Oh god, he wanted this so much, no matter how nervous he was.]
Of course, I know you don't want to hurt me. Not like that. But I don't think I'd want you to stop... Not when I've wanted this, with you, for years-- ah-- I'll shut up. Just get on with it.
[The kisses on his neck definitely helped him relax, quiet groans and whines at how good it felt, instinct taking over and pulling them both backwards into the bed and landing on a pillow.
Iwaizumi wanted him to relax, so he'll do his best to try and enjoy this as much as possible. One thing was for certain, however:
He was definitely going to enjoy those marks the next day, because it'll be evidence that it was real.]
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Date: 17 April 2022 23:47 (UTC)And this is what he loved the most. That Oikawa was very much male. He loved the muscle, loved the strength of him as well as the softness. Loved that subtle but distinct musk that was just so... him. When Iwaizumi ran a hand down Oikawa's side and over his stomach, it was such a thrill to feel the muscles tense or shiver under his touch. He couldn't help but trail his fingers between those well defined abdominal muscles and knew he would soon be down there kissing them too.
But he was busy with the pecs right then.
Marks were left here, only now he let teeth get involved. Gentle little grazes, never to hurt, barely a bite... Except for when he reached one of Oikawa's nipples. That one got a bite. Still gentle, but he caught it between his teeth before he wrapped his lips around it and sucked it into his mouth to play with it with his tongue.]
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Date: 18 April 2022 00:22 (UTC)[Tooru can't help but tease back with a low chuckle, more relaxed despite being nervous about this being his first time with anal. But it was becoming clearer that it wouldn't matter since this was his best friend from practically infancy, the person he trusted the most, and the person who knew him best.
He wanted to say more, but Iwaizumi was busy making him become a relaxed mess, shivering and giving small gasps at every touch and kiss. Each touch felt like fire, yet also ice the moment they left, causing him to tense and shiver in ways he didn't know were possible. Not even in all his other sexual experiences. Iwaizumi was a whole new experience and his best so far, because it was his best friend who knew him inside and out.
Which causes Tooru to do more than just gasp when his nipple is bitten, he lets out a moan and arches his back, digging his nails into Iwaizumi's back and sides that he'd been previously running his hands against.
If this felt godly, he could only imagine what it would feel like once Iwaizumi was in him, and he wanted that even more now.]
You're terrible, teasing me like this. Is it payback for all my years of teasing you?
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Date: 18 April 2022 00:41 (UTC)So what if they were friends? So what if they knew each other forever. That just made the moment all the sweeter to Iwaizumi. It should have felt awkward. Maybe he should have felt embarrassed. But when he really thought about it, he knew he couldn't, because this was what he wanted. This was what he'd always wanted. And now he was getting to show off. He was able to finally show Oikawa why he was his Ace. Why he was better than all the rest. And why he was worth the wait.]
This isn't teasing, Tooru. This is foreplay, and you're doing it wrong.
[He grinned up at him and decided to just keep on kissing down, though made a mental note that at some point he was going to focus a lot of his attention on Oikawa's nipples at some point. Maybe see if he could make his boyfriend come just from doing that.]
I'm trying to make you feel good. And relax. And... [He'd reached Oikawa's abs now. Iwaizumi had already moved up onto his knees, he was straddling one of Oikawa's legs, his hands had been resting upon his boyfriends waist, but now they smoothed down over his hips and those strong thighs of his. Iwaizumi damn well worshipped the body sprawled under him. His smile said it all.] ... I get to finally touch you the way I've always wanted to. And you feel amazing, Tooru. So you'll let me keep doing this, won't you?
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Date: 18 April 2022 04:10 (UTC)And even more so in this moment, together, as boyfriends. Tooru trusted Iwaizumi with every fiber of his being. And yet he can't help but still be a brat.]
Well excuse me for not knowing! It's not fair you know more!
[He huffs, but then shuts up and lets Iwaizumi continue after he's done with his little fit, wanting more instead of being a petty child about being told he's wrong. He can deal with it when it's Iwaizumi lecturing him for being childish, because he knows the boy better than anyone else, and that he wants the best for Tooru.
It also helped that with Iwaizumi over him, he shut right up even with opening his mouth again to close it and nod after licking his lips and swallowing. Good god, his boyfriend is hot, and all his now. Maybe he could hold off on being too bratty, for now, because the sight above him has him breathless. Loads better than having been knocked out by a stray ball at practice and pulled into Iwaizumi's lap afterward while dazed. No, this was much better than his dazed fantasies and daydreams.]
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