[Immediate regret was like a splash of ice water over his head.
What was he doing? He was kissing Oikawa! Why? He was supposed to have punched him. Why had it turned out like this? Kageyama's mind was screaming at him to let go, to back off and to run and never look back. But before he could get his limbs to obey him, Oikawa had pulled back himself.
Was he going to be hit now? He'd deserve it, right? He... What... No no no this wasn't happening...
Oikawa was supposed to hit him now! Or back off and yell at him. Why was he grabbing him back? What was with that hand on his face? What... was with that smile?
And then the screaming in his head reached a fever pitch and, just like that, stopped...
The lips upon his were... terrifying. They were gentle. Soft upon his own. Kageyama hadn't moved. He'd frozen, not sure what he was supposed to do now. Instinct and anger had led him this far and without either, he was at a loss... His first kiss had been made in anger. His second... Why was Oikawa kissing him?!]
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Date: 2 November 2021 17:25 (UTC)What was he doing? He was kissing Oikawa! Why? He was supposed to have punched him. Why had it turned out like this? Kageyama's mind was screaming at him to let go, to back off and to run and never look back. But before he could get his limbs to obey him, Oikawa had pulled back himself.
Was he going to be hit now? He'd deserve it, right? He... What... No no no this wasn't happening...
Oikawa was supposed to hit him now! Or back off and yell at him. Why was he grabbing him back? What was with that hand on his face? What... was with that smile?
And then the screaming in his head reached a fever pitch and, just like that, stopped...
The lips upon his were... terrifying. They were gentle. Soft upon his own. Kageyama hadn't moved. He'd frozen, not sure what he was supposed to do now. Instinct and anger had led him this far and without either, he was at a loss... His first kiss had been made in anger. His second... Why was Oikawa kissing him?!]